divine intervention

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i feel empty =(

our quest to keep our cool sometimes fail

How are you today?

I am fine.

Define fine: “Cut the body. Take out the heart. Divide it to ___ (according to number of people present).Give it away. Spread the pain. So, that you don’t have to take it all in.”

Thank you

the not so good days drained my energy

penat.tired.losing it.realli realli sleepy

-thoughts

"we are trampled most often by the forces we ourselves create"

william shakespeare

we live in a world where most of the time we contradict ourselves, isn't it tiring?

i have not being doing any artwork, no scribbles , nothing.

it can be tiring when you have to be selfless in your career, give it your all and at the end of the day, you are left limping, exhausted, disorganized, emo, blah blah blah

how can i be a role model when at times i am emotionally unstable?

but.

when you look at their faces, when you look at their quest to grow up fast,

you just smile and pray that things goes well for them. that they will rise to face the world.

it is a joy when you have them listening and questioning you

it is a pleasure to challenge their thoughts

it is love when you see their enthusiasm

i pray that i stay strong and energetic and motivated to do my job well. =)

the 14yr olds that make my day =)

art does not have to beautiful

"kamu jangan menjadi pengembara sunyi yang mengejar bayangan matahari, ataupun musafir kehausan dan menganggap fatamorgana adalah telaga berair bening..."

mimpi indah itu justeru akan sangat menyakitkan ketika kamu terjaga dari tidurmu..

- Perempuan Jogja, Achmed Munif

kalau hidup ini terlalu indah, pasti ada yang tidak kena
kalau hidup ini terlalu sedih, mungkin ada kesilapan masa dulu

dan kita harus.
berpegang pada prinsip
berpijak pada bumi yang nyata

kerna dunia ini hanya suatu pentas
sandiwara.

=)

Switch not ON

Definition of Switched:ON = Electricity. to connect, disconnect, or redirect (an electric circuit or the device it serves) by operating a switch (often fol. by off or on): I switched on a light.

Apparently, our switches have to be switched on once we are in the teaching profession. Being a teacher, sometimes it challenges our own conscience and principles. As teachers, we are expected to be the role model to students, to be 'perfect' examples. We are to follow the rules. What happens when a teacher is not as perfect as it is deemed to be? Or if our 'Switches' are never switched on? Do we conform or do we do stay the way we are?

people say, don't succumb to your sadness

but as much as i tried to

i will sometimes fall and hurt myself badly
why is pain so dificult to handle
is it because, it is like medicine?
bitter..
but is necessary
cos it needs..
to heal.

God,
give me strength
in times of pain and sadness

impossible to believe in
impossible to say