mixed

mixed feelings
unexpected
flashbacks

sometimes we have to force ourselves from missing the very person we missed
to push aside feelings that won't go away
to push aside memories that seems to playback
much missed

really
sincerely

and than we will tell ourselves,
why bother?
since the other may not even think of us

it's true what they say,
the very person we loved is the hardest to love

14/2/07